read Rachel Lilim's GRACETONGUE here.

redmeat they say a seraph has a certain flavor one that brokers and fixers savor and if you can bag me a seraph raw i'll release you from my jaw DROP DROP DROP a frame spent yearning is easier to bag red dripping poured over a blackbrick flame till rust marbles the bars slam the door of the frozen locker seasoned with cigars the chains she scrawls on copper walls slackened loose at the ribeye wade in paint & marinade prime in juice sirloin muse in scar shorn rag and meat-killed dreaming is easier to cook NOW i'll release you from my jaw my cold and bloodless toothless gnaw my dry and pallid icy skin flits in cycle set 2 spin want me raw? want me raw? hacked 2 pieces with a saw? hacked 2 bits, cooked with frost and hanging off a rusted hook   green snaps a cord of raffia wire wraps round and round the thighs bisects the palm, blinds the eyes fresh sprig, green snaps and sprouts in my head all in a bundle on the bed i did only what i wanted i did everything you said sheaves of spindles, open frills slick with viscous silver spills tender gleanings, chopped and threshed: aint it best to snap them fresh? but i'm an acrid waste lime and bitter to the taste packed in flour, roughed & wrestled crack a powder with a pestle & just beat & beat & beat & bitter bitter bitter and sour sour like a rotten fruit and bitter at the root   blulights so im in this bus in a fuzzy blue seat rolling over rain-glazed ruts with white columns at my feet with white columns loud and busy spanning morning's muddy crawl and the smell of custard creme that woke me from my dream bears my sickly dizzy body down the yellow granite hall vvv vvv vvv was it february when i kissed a berry and my lips were singing two more years i was so blulights when the days out some can make u smile & make u dance in ur skurt, shed ur pants vvv vvv vvv in the blulights glow u can venture, u can go in that same bus from the morning in the evening's muck & snow I can host, u can travel heels crackling over gravel and leave the key with me i was so REATARDED, fuck!! rrr rrr rrr they saw it in my sweet eyes & it was i i iiii awful it was fine to the tongue like sandy brine with a hint of cherry wine & the fault was only mine and making my way back i just felt blu streetlights burn my skin felt my head awash in brack my stinging eyes in blazing pins and i just i think im done thinking abt it yea i think im im just over it yeah i think i think - i think im kinda yea im not thinking about it…

break room

oh you’re going to berlin next, nice

you must ride the subway as you listen to the passenger, you haven’t been to berlin until you do that,

and: push your head against the window!

can’t imagine the thrum of glass under your temple when he sings

I see the stars come out of the sky

little point to body crash if you can’t have some fun within the body

well the job is the point, but: no one said it had to be doom 24/7

you get to moonwalk!, jump off the rails!, slice a throat front to back!

so many ways to kill yourself on the job

so many ways to crash the body in question

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In a vacant mind in the last days crawling through semi-functional myalgic abnormalities slowly rotting with sclerosis – seminiferous tubules hemorrhaging – malignant obstructions fermenting – and infected with diffuse traumatic embryogenics. Chronic myocardia deranged Diphyllobothrium hang from putrefying metastatic grinders. Meathooks embedded in stomach lining – analysis of abdominal emanation showing insidious segmental Edematous Ileopathia – rip gribbled impetiginous lesions into layers of pulsating cerebral slime. Survival beyond death. The liquefying organs of necrotic Condylarthra – lymphatic pathophysiologic processes developing – disgorge Stygmatodermuropyanephrosistic innards onto thrombocytopenic tumors. Vitiated neural cavities drip cystic effluvium – stench of dystrophic syncope – blenorrhagical chitlin – inflamed mucoviscidosis mechanisms – down the walls. Passing through webs of bilious phlegm – hosts to swarming Meningococcemic parasites – into a new organic chamber of excorciating dementia. At the center a twisted mass of supraliminal decay – a devastated sepulchre – a maggotized proliferation – suspended from clotted Bulbo-Rachidian fat extensions over necrotic cerebro-meningeal abscesses filled with burnt cyanotic phalanges. The hatchet justifies the means. Retroperitonial Sarcococcygeous endolapses are entombed within clogged arteriovenous complexes – slurry of diffuse necrotic staphylococcus – smouldering hookworm phenomenon – leaking ruptures of obstructed large intestines – beneath the adipose cenote of the corroded anterior plexus. Advancing into lyewashed cimmerian dungeons lined with viscous gestated scaffolds – in a state of large scale decomposition – infested with idiopathic arrhythmias – leading downwards towards occluded abyssal cavities within which organic Urticariothrocistic machines – exhumed from cesspools of contaminated formaldehyde – Dysmenorrheatic reactions of disconnected cranial psycho-enucleation – a goulashed auto-infection – perform rituals of hystological exorcism on trypanophobic Entomophthoromycota fungi incubated in carbonized sulfhemoglobin. Precisely eviscerated and submerged in a putrescine methanol solution. At the end of an excruciating tachycardic ventricle – katabasis into subarachnoid space of dripping cerebrospinal fluid – collapsed into cytoskeletal glucid oxidase – a vivisected facimille of your family home – grown from mesenchyme – wrapped in steroidal cartilidge scaffolding – suspended from dysplastic tendons in a putrescent lymphatic cavern – the pickled core of the cadaverous machine. Gammarotettix juveniles scurry from ependymal filtration ducts – climb through anastomostic meat windows – fall from sickly dampmolded furniture. Spilling through reeking doorways – exophthalmosistic living room – supra-axillary parafungal kitchen – coated with diffuse filtrated dura mater – up cadaveric ligament stairs opening onto disintegrating myeloid hallway. Ectoparasites clinging to lacerated tendons – open sores proliferating – inflamed keratin debridement – drip paragastric fluids into clotted vesticles. The carcinomic walls of the oxidized bedroom – your childhood bedroom – carry splattered words scorched in pungent fluid – just a few of which are: …Lay Tubules Saw Full Structures Satisfying The Segmental Solution Conserved The Cells In Endometritis Of Fixation Ethanol Finishing Intestine Epidermolysis Of Fatal Still Orgy Infect The Venous Pneumo-Embolus Innards Involving The Scaled Slashes Of Ependymal Vena Bowel Of Thought Cadaveric Exhibition During Trunk Hemorrhages And Mater Vilipend Of Pulsating Grinder Decay Blood Existence Multicystic With Putrefaction Of Human Beheading Complex To Phrenetic Peritoneal Fibroma Separation Amongst…

Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/33948013

HAIRCUT STREAM 

by earlymusicmaniac

Summary

A malathelemic self-insert GeorgeNotFound hardsmut prophecyfic revealed over a four-day-period before, during, and after George’s haircut livestream.

A. PRÆ-STREAMEM

ill be the one cutting his hair. with a brutal razor. he will be bald. i will be unforgiving. he will be in ropes too. in a uranian temple. he’ll be filthy with sigils and sore w/ angels names. i will cut into his scalpflesh as i shall into his hair. his hair will be an offering.

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it will be so humiliating. all of you watching. i shall palm his naked head full of cuts. im so careless. i will leave him in the uranian temple. and take his hair into a basket. there will be a jackal waiting outside. and a red light will shine across the horizon. [walking into]

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LOCATED TO OBTAIN @ THIRD WORLD MAGICKS | inside the castle

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I

I was all in and I had a full-time job and I had an

apartment and I had a car and I made payments

but I was a dungeon and I was stealing and reaching

out for help and my gut got me into a place and my first

day was psychotically welcoming and they always asked

are you ready to give up

and my new outlook on life as a whole and that was enough to begin

the process and I’m actually honest with myself

and others and if I could do it and the real world and my

eyes have been opened to the real world

and If I can do it honestly anyone can. (more…)

We intend to sing the love of danger, the habit of energy and fearlessness. We affirm that the world’s magnificence has been enriched by a new beauty: the beauty of speed. A racing car whose hood is adorned with great pipes, like serpents of explosive breath – a roaring car that seems to ride on grapeshot is more beautiful than the Victory of Samothrace. We will glorify war – the world’s only hygiene – militarism, patriotism, the destructive gesture of freedom-bringers, beautiful ideas worth dying for, and scorn for woman.

Heat death in the Texas eschaton. Thousands of horrible huge racing metal monstrosities, black Decepticons, towering trucks mutating outward in every direction, throbbing with the heinous life-force of the necromantic black blood sucked from deep soil, coughing black smoke, burning tires, shining grills. 

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