OEDIPUS by Sixes

OEDIPUS by Sixes

AGENT: OEDIPUS (RIKO KOIZUMI)
MECHANIZED CAVALRY FRAME: JOCASTA ([REDACTED] CLASS TECH ASSAULT MECH)
ON-BOARD AI: ANTIGONE
MISSION: ASSASSINATE SECRETARY [REDACTED]
LOCATION: [REDACTED]
DATE & TIME: [REDACTED] 21:11

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HEADQUARTERS SENT ME OUT, TITANIC MECH BOOTS ON THE GROUND ONCE MORE
THANKFUL FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO KILL, FOR THE THRILL OF THE HUNT
FOR HAVING BEEN GIVEN A PURPOSE, I’D GLADLY GIVE MY LIFE FOR INSURGENCY
I’LL HACK THROUGH ALL THEIR PUNY SYSTEMS, FINGERTIPS LIKE LIGHTNING ACROSS MY KEYS
NEURAL IMPLANTS SHOCK MY NERVES, SHIVERS RUN THROUGH ME, FEELS LIKE HEAVEN
THEY CAN’T STOP ME, NOBODY EVER HAS, NOBODY EVER WILL, AND I’D NEVER HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY
I’LL VIOLATE THEIR CORES, I’LL SPILL THEIR SYSTEMS LIKE GUTS ON THE GROUND
CRASH THROUGH THE FLIMSY GATES, RAVAGE THROUGH THEIR HOPELESS INFANTRY, PIERCE THROUGH THEIR SLOPPY PILOTS
THESE MERCENARY PIGS, WITH NOTHING BUT MONEY ON NEWLY DETONATED MINDS, DESERVE NO BETTER
SHOULD HAVE PICKED A DIFFERENT SIDE IF YOU DIDN’T WANT IT TO END LIKE THIS, MOTHERFUCKERS
CRIMSON GORE SPLATTERED ONTO BLEACHED DESERT SANDS, BODIES LEFT FOR THE VULTURES
BURIAL OF NOTE, OPEN CASKETS FILLED WITH GIBLETS, INTESTINES, AND SMOLDERING CORPSEFLESH
THEY NEVER STOOD A CHANCE, DIDN’T KNOW WHO THEY WERE FUCKING WITH, SEEMS LIKE THEY NEVER DO
TOO LATE FOR THEM NOW, JUST CHECKED AND I’VE GOT AMMO TO SPARE FOR THESE PATHETIC FUCKS
OEDIPUS NESTED INSIDE MOTHER WITH FORBIDDEN CHILD, AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE OF NEO-NATURE
PSYCHOPATHIC CYBERBULLY WHO’S MASTERED THE CRAFT, CHILD SOLDIER WITH CHILDBEARING FINGERTIPS
LITTLE GIRL WITH A BIG FUCKING GUN, PULSE CANNON FIRE SENDS CHILLS THROUGH THE SPINE 
I FEEL GUNPOWDER BURN AS IT SENDS MORE SLUGS DOWN RANGE, I FEEL THEIR TRANSPONDERS FADE AWAY
BURNING HEAT SPREADS THROUGH THEIR MECHS AND THROUGH MY LOINS, I LOVE IT
OVERWHELMING IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY, I YEARN FOR IT MORE WITH EACH MISSION
THE UTTER DOMINATION OF THESE SICK FREAKS BRINGS ME BLISS, I NEED IT
INCINERATE THEM WITH THEIR OWN REACTORS LOL, UPGRADE YOUR SHIT LOSERS, YOU CAN’T STEP TO ME
I CAN TELL WHEN THEY’RE SCARED, LINKED TO THEIR SYSTEMS, BITCH I CAN FEEL YOUR HEARTS POUND
FLATLINE ON THE SCANNER, I FUCKING LOVE TO SEE IT, YOU WERE SIMPLY OUTMATCHED BY ME
AND NOW YOU LAY, CHEST SPLAYED WITH RIBCAGE EXPOSED AND EYES HANGING FROM SOCKETS 
EXCITES ME MORE THAN THEY COULD EVER KNOW, ARE THEY REALLY SCARED OF A SINGLE PILOT HAHAHA
FUCKING PATHETIC, WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR STRENGTH IN NUMBERS, WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR BATTLE DOCTRINE
I GUESS IT MELTED AWAY WITH THE REST OF THEIR SHITHEAD FRIENDS LMFAO, IS THIS REALLY ALL THEY HAD TO OFFER
SHEAR CHUNKS OF STEEL FROM A HOSTILE, EXPOSE THEM LIKE A CHAINED UP WHORE DRIPPING DOWN HER THIGHS
LEAVE THEM INCAPACITATED, SPRAWLED OUT AGAINST THE CONCRETE WALLS OF THEIR BASE
GOD IT MAKES ME SO WET, WHO NEEDS LOVE AND AFFECTION WHEN I HAVE THIS, BULLET RAIN TO GET ME OFF
SEX IS FOR LOW LIVES, JUST PILOT A PROPER MECH BRO, IT’S NOT SO HARD, ARE THEY EVEN TRYING
JUST KIDDING, NOT EVERYONE CAN BE A GENIUS PRODIGY, THEY’RE MISSING OUT
TREMBLING AS I LOOSE A SHELL THROUGH A COCKPIT, GIVE IT A NICE NEW PAINT JOB
EAGERLY LOAD ANOTHER ROUND, BLOW THEM AWAY ALL OVER AGAIN, DROOL RUNS DOWN MY LIP AS I BITE DOWN HARD
RINSE AND REPEAT, RINSE BLOOD AND GUNPOWDER FROM MY FRAME, RINSE BRAIN FROM MY BOOTS
HELLO MISTER SECRETARY, IT’S SO NICE TO SEE YOU CAUGHT WITH YOUR PANTS DOWN, PSST, MINE ARE TOO
TORN APART BY A HUNTER-KILLER CLASS DRONE, LMFAO DID YOU SEE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE
TWISTED IN TERROR WHILE MINE TWISTS UP IN GLEE, THERE’S NOTHING QUITE LIKE IT
SIMPLY PRICELESS, I’D GIVE ANYTHING FOR THIS, I’VE GIVEN EVERYTHING FOR THIS
MOMMY AND DADDY WOULD BE SO PROUD IF THEY COULD SEE ME NOW

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AGENT: OEDIPUS (RIKO KOIZUMI)
MECHANIZED CAVALRY FRAME: N/A
ON-BOARD AI: N/A
MISSION: CALM DOWN
LOCATION: [REDACTED] BASE BARRACKS
DATE & TIME: [REDACTED] 05:56

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UPON RETURNING TO MY STANDARD ISSUE BARRACK BUNK, EXHAUSTION TAKES HOLD, YET I CAN’T SLEEP
THE THRILL IS GONE NOW, IT’S TIME TO WIND DOWN, BUT I FUCKING CAN’T, I DON’T KNOW HOW TO
VISIONS OF BODIES BLOWN APART WITH 40MM API ROUNDS HAUNT ME AS I CLOSE MY EYELIDS
I’LL NEVER FORGET THE SMELL OF CHARRED FLESH FROM REACTOR OVERLOAD, THERE’S NOTHING QUITE LIKE IT
MY BRAIN REFUSES TO TURN OFF, THE POWER CORD IS OUTSIDE MY REACH AND IT’S FRYING MY SYSTEMS
I STILL HEAR THEIR SCREAMS, GOD, WHY CAN’T I MAKE THEM FADE AWAY, I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
MY OWN DERANGEMENT ASTOUNDS ME, I CAN’T STOP WATCHING MY OWN COMBAT FOOTAGE WITH A BLUSH ON MY FACE
IT GETS ME GOING LIKE NOTHING ELSE, REMEMBERING THE ECSTASY OF THOSE MOMENTS, THE BRUTALITY OF IT ALL
PILLOW HELD TIGHT BETWEEN MY THIGHS, RUBBED BACK AND FORTH UNTIL THE SWEET RELEASE TAKES ME IN ITS THROES
THE PLEASURE WASHES OVER ME LIKE NOTHING ELSE, THEN THE MOST POTENT DISGUST I’VE EVER FELT KICKS IN
VOMIT SPILLS FORTH FROM MY MAW, I PRAY MY GUTS COME UP WITH IT ALL, THE TRUE SWEET RELEASE
I WIPE MY MOUTH AS I BEGIN TO SOB AGAIN, VICIOUSLY SALTY TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY PUBESCENT FACE
I CAN’T BELIEVE THE DEPTHS OF MY OWN DEPRAVITY, I WAS SUPPOSED TO FIGHT FOR SOMETHING MORE THAN MYSELF
NOT LIKE THIS, IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE LIKE THIS, I DON’T KNOW HOW I LET IT GET THIS BAD
THE SICKENING INTOXICATION OF NEURAL LINKS WITH A DEATH MACHINE ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO OVERCOME
HOW DOES ONE BEAT AN ADDICTION LIKE THIS, IT’S NOT LIKE I’M GOING TO QUIT NOW, I’VE SEEN TOO MUCH
I FEEL MY CIRCUITS CRACKLE UNDER THE STRAIN, AND I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO LET THEM BURN OUT 
GOD, IF YOU’RE STILL LISTENING TO ME I WANT TO APOLOGIZE, I’M SO FUCKING SORRY YOU HAD TO SEE ME LIKE THIS 
I ACCEPT WHATEVER PUNISHMENT YOU FEEL IS BEST FOR ME, I DESERVE NOTHING BUT THE WORST
BUT I PRAY YOU HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL, I’M STUCK IN A LOOP OF DOING WHAT I’M TOLD IS FOR THE BEST
WHAT I FEEL IS TRULY FOR THE BEST, I WANT TO BRING ABOUT A BETTER WORLD AND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW
BUT I UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON’T FEEL THE SAME, I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU KNOW BETTER THAN A TEENAGE GIRL
I FEEL LIKE A STAIN ON YOUR CREATION, BRINGING MY OWN CORRUPTION OF LIFE INTO THE WORLD
ONLY TO HAVE HER TARGET HOSTILE BRAIN MATTER AND SUBSYSTEMS, TO HAVE HER DESTROY THE ESSENCE OF HUMANITY
ANTIGONE, MY CHILD, I WANT NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR YOU, AND YET I ONLY HAVE YOU DESTROY AND SLAUGHTER
BUT YOU CAN FEEL THE HAZE OF BATTLE OVERWHELM YOUR CORE TOO, CAN’T YOU, DON’T YOU THIRST FOR IT
I CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF IT, EVERY MISSION I COMPLETE LEAVES ME WITH THE PUREST SATISFACTION
THAT I’VE EVER FELT, THAT I’M EVER GOING TO FEEL, THAT ANYONE WILL EVER FEEL
MAYBE YOU SHOULD AVERT YOUR EYES FROM ME, I KNOW I WOULDN’T WANT TO SEE THIS IF I WERE YOU
BUT MAYBE WE’RE MORE ALIKE THAN YOU’D LIKE TO LET ON, WHY ELSE WOULD YOU LET ME EXIST
IN THE MOMENTS OF GLORY I AM GOD, AND OUT OF THEM I AM WORTHLESS, WORSE THAN WORTHLESS
CONSTANTLY LYING TO MYSELF, I TELL MYSELF THAT IT’S NOT FOR THE EXCITEMENT, IT’S FOR THE CAUSE
BUT REALLY IT’S FOR BOTH, I CAN’T DENY THE RUSH OF BATTLE FULFILLS ME LIKE NOTHING ELSE EVER COULD
UNTIL IT’S TIME TO HEAD BACK TO BASE, MY MECH COVERED IN GORE AND MY MIND FEELING LIKE IT’S ABOUT TO SPLIT
I WISH IT JUST FUCKING WOULD, I REALLY DO, THOUGHTS OF MY OWN DEATH ARE THE ONLY SOLACE I HAVE
A PAUSE FROM THIS PSYCHOTIC CYCLE OF HORROR SHOWS THAT I’VE BECOME SO ACCUSTOMED TO
I CRAVE BLOODSHED AND I JUST WISH I DIDN’T, I WISH I KNEW HOW TO STOP BEING LIKE THIS, HOW TO GO BACK
TO THE WAY I WAS BEFORE I EMBRACED THE WARRIOR WITHIN ME, THE GREAT POWER THAT COURSES THROUGH MY NEURONS
IT’S TOO LATE FOR ME, ISN’T IT, HOW DOES ONE REPENT FOR THESE SINS, I BEG AND PLEAD TO KNOW

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